a big thanks to everyone for the comments and prayers, really means a lot to me and my family. and to answer agpatel yes im religious (roman catholic) and i believe he started looking after me as soon as he passed even though we both didnt see eye to eye all the time, i still loved him and respected him. ill continue to do so and will be able to live life peacefully now that i know hes in a better place. to everyone who still has their father and/or mother, and might not get along to well, take this piece of advice. enjoy the time you have together and take advantage of anytime you can spend with them. life is just too short. something that i already knew, was not made so obvious until now. For the last few months before my father's death we had been having fights and did not speak for months at one point. i thankfully spoke to him and said goodbye on Nov. 8th when he moved away. it still pains me that i wasn't able to be there with him in his final minutes, but as i said im happy to know hes in a better place.
I'm sure you will see him again another day. Once again, sorry for your loss. Keep your head up, he's smilin' down on you. :thumb:
My condolences to you and your family members anbuzero :comfort: Hopefully everything works out, keep us posted.
